After almost 4 months I'm back in the stables again. I'm having to take things one day at a time. If someone told me I would've fallen off one of my horses I never would have guessed it. My friends are probably wondering what I'm going to do. I don't think the amount of bills that piled up while I was away is any big secret, but I don't think any of them know that I don't have the money to pay for all those medical expenses. My best option right now is to file for bankruptcy. I was so far along with my dream too. I always had this idea that I was going to turn the stables into a therapeutic riding center where I could teach kids with disabilities how to gain some confidence. I know it's still possible but it's hard to think about the dream when I have these new bills I never saw coming. I have to admit that I never even looked into getting some kind of health coverage. It seems like common sense that someone in my position would have but I tried to cut financial corners in every way possible. I'm just really anxious now to wipe the slate clean. I'm not going to allow any money problems to hold me back from doing what I need and want to do for those kids.